This is not a sparkletext day

[lokifan_import]

So, I won't be writing for hd_holidays after all. The mods rescinded my assignment because I've bailed on too many fests. Which is totally fair and my own fault, so I'm not annoyed at all. But of course this being my own fault seems to make it worse rather than better.

I feel kind of stupid for being this upset. But I am :( I was really excited when I got my assignment and already emailing people and making notes and trying to fit the porny idea with the plotty idea. And then there was a new email :((

Oh well. At least there's always reading and seeing the art, which is always so good. And I'm going to keep the file with my fic idea. I really do like the idea, so I might go back to it in a bit when I feel less squished.

Now I must go and leave some prompts at mini_fest. The winter fest season goes on!! And hey, I've always wanted to write for Kinky Kristmas over at daily_deviant, and now I won't have fest fic to worry about so I can sign up! *stiffens upper lip*

PS: apologies for the emo. But I thought I really had to post considering I already told you all I was doing hols! And I am too headachey and emo for the dignified approach.

Soon I will feel better: using Thor!angst as my icon is a calculated decision, because Chris Hemsworth's face just makes me want to smile.

Comments

[talekayler.livejournal.com]

Aww, I'm sorry hon. :( At least there are a tonne of other fests going on! Also, I really like this layout!

[lokifan]

Thanks, love. I don't know if I'll sign up for another fest - I am bad at them, which is why this happened! I thought about this for a while, if I was sure I wanted to and would definitely be in early. So I might do another fest but it would take some thinking about - I wanted to do hd_holidays specifically :(

The layout makes me so happy :DDD